alhamdulillah..

assalamualaikum..

haii, readers.. there's 2 reason for me to be thankful.. 1st sebab i tengok readers yang baca my blog dah eleven thousands pluss.. syukur alhamdulillah.. banyak jugak lah.. tapi tak ley laa nak lawan ngan fatin liyana or hanis zalikha kannn.. huhuhu.. tengok nie..

tengok box merah tue.. heee...

and 2nd alhamdulillah was about my 1st result for degree..alhamdulillah syukur pass semua subject with no C.. syukran.. masa chuak2 nak tunggu result tue, i got this from him..

tengok yang kamal adli nye tweet je ehh.. and diz the 4th tweet from him.. suke!!!

yeay!! next sem kene work harder lagiii.. tak ley main2.. lagi pun 8 subject wooo.. quite tough.. okey.. wish me luck for next sem.. buh-bye, readers.. ;)

malas..

assalamualaikum..

hai hai semua.. sorry lah sebab da lama x update blog.. sebab lately nie asyik busy je and kemalasan nak meng-update.. heee.. insyaallah, esok lah i update ehh.. k.. good night.. ;)

busy yaww..

assalamualaikum..

haiyaaa.. lately, i've been very very very busy.. tonnes of assignments, project paper, quizzes and test.. fuhhh.. stresss wooo.. but its all about student life.. nama pun student kan, so kne lah menghadap tue semua.. berbeza dengan time diploma dulu.. dulu, bole laa nak balik kl every week.. but now, dua minggu skali baru balik kl.. oh my.. homesick dow.. yer, i dah besar tapi nak homesick lagi kannn.. giler mengadew.. haha.. yes, i admit i nie manje sket.. sangat emotional.. lagi2 kalau stress.. last week i tak balik, homesick jugak lah even dekat je melaka-kl.. hahaha.. 

last week kan, my mood very unstable.. biase lah perempuan kan.. pastu, bile mood dah tak stable, layan ombak rindu plak, memang lagi layaaannn laa kan.. ouchhh.. sweet lah cite tue.. i punye meleleh dalam movie tue x tau lah nak kata... sedayyy wooo.. hahahaha.. i terasa nak tengok lagi.. hope ada chance nak tengok lagi nanti.. heee..

erm, next i nak story pasal maria elena.. die dah engaged wit dato'.. wah, best nye!!!! i'm happy for u.. seronok nye die dah jumpe jodoh die.. sangat sweet theme engagement day diorg.. if i'm not mistaken, theme diorg kaler pink.. sweet jer tengok.. and next month my closed cousin will be married.. tak sabar nye... i baru jer tempah baju untuk wedding tue tadi.. hope sempat siap lah.. each cousins i bawak partners diorg and abang i pun bawak girlf die, me?? hurmm.. sadis betol takde partner.. i wish i have one.. heee.. kidding.. biar jelaa.. jodoh pertemuan semua di tangan Allah.. He knows better, right? 

okies.. nie photo crown flower which i made it by myself.. almost done.. this is for dania the flower girl on the wedding day soon..

crown for flower girl..

okiesss... gtg... good night.. ;)

i love smurf..

assalamualaikum..

heyya..

The Smurf..

have u watch the smurf?? sangatttt chomel okeyyy.. dah 2 kali tengok cite tue.. and i was thinking to have one of the smurf soft toys.. oh my... mesti chomel... tadi jalan2 kat dp ada jumpe those smurf bear, tapi x sempat nak beli.. tengok nie..

comey kan??

okiess.. that's all.. psstt.. tak sabar nak convo next week.. teheee.. k.. buh-bye.. ;) 

weirdo..

assalamualaikum..

gossip.. gossip..

hehehe.. nie nak story psal diz one lil girl.. haisshh.. x faham ape motif die.. jappp.. tengok nie..

okeyy.. at first, diz one girl like this pic and other 2 pics of mine.. and drop some comments here..

lawak jer.. she said i looks like form 2.. wah, awet muda.. okey.. but then i'm older than u.. so,what?? hrmm.. nie mesti kes takde keje da nak buat.. nak spm kan,buat2 laa study.. exam nak dekat kan... haisshh.. and tak tau ape motif nak add bagai.. em, sukati kau lah.. k.. bye..

eksited...

assalamualaikum..

hey guyss..

malam nie i akan buka puasa wit *tettttttttt*..

jejaka idaman malaya tue..........

tersangat lah eksited nak jumpe die..

mesti nak kne pakai chantek2..

haha..

nak tau sape..

tunggu my next post..

nanti i upload photo ktorg sama2 eh..

hahahaha..

bubye2..

happy fasting.. =)

kenapakah?? whyyyy???

assalamualaikum..

stressss.... urgh... rosak plan.. my friends and i dah plan nak support team malaysia VS singapore kat bukit jalil this thursday.. tapi... tak lepas wit my parents.. act, i dah tau they wont allow me tapi i tried my best jugak lah pujuk diorg cakap i nak pegi.. i mintak permission kat my mom twice.. and since my dad outstation, so i text him and he replied "NO".. urghhhh... stressssss... spoil my mood.. okey.. bye..

stresssss....

assalamualaikum..

urghhh.. stress lah.. i nak kene cari course sylibus each subject dari part 1 smp part 6.. yang part 6 punya i ada lah.. yang previous nye i da kasi kat agent JMECC tapi die dah hilang kan.. sakit nye hati.. kne lah i ngan paan cari dan re-submit again.. and i kene kasi minitranscript yang ada logo or mention UITM.. act, benda nie untuk transfer credit.. em, i dah apply uni kat aussie UTAS.. i apply 1 je.. malas nak apply banyak2.. if ada rezeki ada lah.. sebenarnya dah takde rase nak blaja overseas tapi my dad still suro and try to get the offer.. hrmmm.. doa2 kan i yang terbaek yerr.. if anyone yang tau psal minitranscript or course sylibus sila inform yer.. really need ur help.. thank you.. ;)

emo..

assalamualaikum..

haiii..

urgghhh.. 

geram nye...

tibe2 je tegur kat chat fb..

okey, tak kesa laa kn..

i layan jela sbb my old friend kan..

da lama2 borak then cakap i sombong laa apelaa..

haiiisshh..

pastu nak tacing2 laa apelaa..

wth...

i malas nak gado kan..

so, control lah kebengangan nie and luahkan lah disini..

ishhh..

sukati u laa nak cakap i nie ape..

nanti hari2 i tegur u kat fb tue yer..

bye..

p/s : jiwa kacau..

kak ngah.. ;)

assalamualaikum..

heyy,peeps.. okeyhh.. diz one i juz read from my classmates, ein.. and rase macam best je nak post this entry.. sorry ein curik from yours.. and thanx.. ;) based on the title, diz entry is about perangai or sikap anak no. 2.. let's check it out.. ;D

1.ANAK MANJA mak

sebab apa2 pun mesti dia akan diutamakan oleh mak. apa sikit mak!!

shikin : erm, ade lah sket.. tapi maybe sebab i'm the only girl kot.. adik i pun manje jugak.. but for me, i yang slalu  if ade probs or anything, my mom would be the 1st yang i carik.. i love u, ibu.. ;P

2.ANAK DEGIL

Anak kedua dikatakan lebih degil, keras kepala dan tidak mendengar kata. semua dia ajer yg betul..dlm ramai2 adik beradik dia ajer yg KETEGANG .. kemahuan dia kuat.. kalau buat sesuatu sungguh2… kalau tak nak tu, tak nak lah jawabnya, boleh dipujuk tapi selalunya tak berapa jalan..

shikin : haha.. rase macam betul jerk.. tapi kadang2 je.. sebab if i nak sumthing tue, i mesti NAK.. kalau tak dapat maybe i merajuk kot.. mengadew kan i niyh.. hahaha.. i think i should change lah my bad attitude.. but now i rase dah kurang kot degil.. ;P

  

3.TAK PANDAI PUJUK

memang anak no 2 ni dia tak pujuk makwe / pakwe dia..

shikin : maybe true.. haha.. penat lah nak pujuk orang tapi i nak orang pujuk i... haha.. camne tue??

4.BERCINTA

Tak digoyahkan anak no 2 juga …. dia kalau bercinta, sangat setia…sanggup berkorban...

shikin : haha.. cinta? okeyy.. i admitted lah penah setia and berkorban sume.. but ended up? hampeh.. moral : penat lah bechenta nie.. haha..

5.HITAM / PUTIH

Apa yg dikatakan semua dipegang ( kononnya ) kalau hitam2 hitamlah kalau putih …. putihlah ….degil tak boleh toleransi

shikin : diz one i'm not sure.. but i rase i nie bole tolerate kot.. dont worry.. ;)

6.HATI

No 2 ni juga nampak ajer keras…tp hati dia lembut juga….SATU lagi peel dia…dia tak boleh ditegur….kalau kita tegur dia mesti tarik muka..

shikin : yessss.. sangat setuju.. i sangat lah hati kaca.. if terasa sumthing or terguris hati, ya ampun.... bole meleleh air mate nie.. seryess.. and if kene bebel or tegur, nanti mule laa dalam hati i akan bebel2.. (ish3.. tak elok lah shikin shariff.. )

7.BERDIKARI

very independent..mmg betul..tp kalau terlebih indepent pun payah…..TP mudah bergaul..campak lah kat manapun sekejap dah dapat kawan..very take care of her brother and all stuff belonging family.

shikin : nak kate very independent tak lah jugak.. tapi i masuk boarding school dri form and jauh plak tue.. i can adapt lah time tue.. and i have tonnes of friends tau.. since i'm the only girl, i lah yang kne care psal adik bradik i.. so, protective jugak lah i nie.. ;)

8.ARAHAN

anak no 2 ni juga dia payah nk terima arahan….dia lebih suka buat hal sendiri pendek kata..tak boleh kerja ngan org…ramai anak no 2 ni keje sendiri

shikin : i bole je terima arahan org lain.. tapi lagi best i yang kasi arahan tue.. hehe.. 

9.PEMAAF & CARING

tak dinafikan no 2 ni pun pemaaf & caring…TAPI awas jgn bg diorg marah….kalau depa marah faham sajer lah..

shikin : totally true... i sangat senang memaafkan orang.. but b4 nak maafkan tue mesti lah i angin satu badan kan.. dah puas i mengamuk, baru i maafkan.. hihi.. and i also caring orang nye but for those yang ada dalam listname hidup i lah.. heeee..

10.PAKAIAN

Nak ajer up to date…semua nak kemas....

shikin : heee.. tak delah sampai macam tue.. tak kesah pun.. tapi if dapat baju baru and chantek lagi besttt.. kan kan? ;)

*** okeyh.. itu sahaje tentang 10 perangai anak no. 2 niyh.. aiyooo.. i need to change some of bad attitudes.. alrite.. till we meet again.. buh-bye.. good night, fella.. ;) 

what do u think?

assalamualaikum...

hello,semua.. 

did u notice something different wit my blog??

hukhuk...

i baru je tuka background kaler blue..

act, blue not my fav color pun tapi macam chomel plak design die..

and and and i tuka header blog i..

no more the cutest little kid, maisha..

dah tak chomel plak my header..

demit..

nanti i nak snap photo lah wit my cutest lil kazen, maisha..

mesti tambah lagi kechomelan kat blog i nie..

hehehe.. 

okeyh..

babaiii..

=)

new hobby..

assalamualaikum..

hello, peeps.. i just discover new hobby.. haha.. act, i dah lama tau pasal video some of these cool peeps such as maria elena, mat luthfi and few more peeps.. tapi b4 diz i just tengok few je videos diorang.. since i dah takde keje kat rumah nie, i usha lah video mereka2 ini.. and i just discover new cool video from anwar hadi and najwa latif.. so, my new hobby is watching their cool videos.. 

* Maria Elena * 

she's cool and superb girls.. i love her style.. although she's wearing hijab but she's can dress up in her own style which is very pretty and gorgeous.. and her friends also damn cool and gorgeous macam shea rasol.. ;)  sila usha her blog here..

* Mat Luthfi and  Anwar Hadi*

they have similar interest of making cool videos.. really interesting.. sumtimes bole buat kte ketawa tengok video mereka.. and they are malaysian but study abroad.. cool,huh? sila usha blog anwar hadi disini.. or google je their videos in youtube.. ;)

* Najwa Latif *

this little girl baru 16 years old.. but she has a good talent which she can play guitar and sing very well.. really impressed.. and tibe2 terasa nak blaja maen gitar.. wink wink.. huhu.. sila usha her blog here..

wah, seronok nye jadi femes macam diorg kan.. juz thru internet je da bole femes.. haha.. they have their own amazing talent.. me? none.. haha.. okeyy.. that's all.. toodless... 

searching...

assalamualaikum...

heyya, peeps..

erm, it's been a week i duduk rumah.. boring jugak kadang2.. asik on9 fb, layan movies, tido and makan.. damn.. sungguh bosan.. dah laa i nie suke tido.. aiisshhh.. nanti gumok laa badan.. oh nooo.. so, i ada jugak plan nak cari keje part-time? rajin ke i? haha.. act, nak carik keje sama2 wit nazreen.. but unfortunately, ktorg jauh since i duduk ampang during weekdays and dia kat puchong.. and i rase esok nak pegi cari keje kat baskin robbins kat ampang point.. dekat sket ngan rumah opah i.. hopefully i dpat that job.. wish me luck.. toodlesss... ;)

habessssss..

yippieeee...

sungguh gembira tak terkata bila semua final exams dah berakhir.. fuhhhh.. only 10 days for 6 papers.. giler tak?? haiisshhh.. mana cukup nak study.. lagi2 2 paper yang last since x de gap lansung.. seryes chuak giler.. hope sangat pass sume paper and x de sangkut pape.. insyaAllah.. 

okeyy,da tanak story psal exams.. banyak story nak share pasal my friends tapi rase takde idea nak tulis.. so, i hold on dulu yer.. nanti i story kat you guys,k.. ;)

skarang,i'm not feeling well.. da almost 1 week sakit tekak.. doktor cakap ada bengkak and kene virus.. maybe sebab cuaca panas and kurang minum air.. sakit woooo.. i juz makan bubur je.. perghh.. boring giler.. i'm craving for BR ice-cream, burger king and many more.. seryesss.. bile laa tekak nak baek.. tak sabar nak makan macam2.. doa kan saya sihat yer, rakan2.. 

love yaaa.. buh-bye...

lepak-ing..

hey,dude..

guess what.. i kat MC D ayer keroh rite now.. bru je lepas test MAF yang susah tue.. urrgghhh.. tension saje... 3 days asik test saje.. adoiii.. saket otak niyh.. so, nak release tension ktorang pon pegi lah MC D.. fyi, nie 2nd time for diz sem i pegi lepak MC D malam2 niyh.. aritu pegi sebab nak buat assignments.. punya lah jauh nak buat assignment.. haha.. since da last sem kan, so buat lah kerja2 giler nie.. huhuhu..

sangat stress okeyy sebab banyak sangat tests, quizzes and assignments.. takde mase nak rest.. final pun dah nak dekat.. 11 days to go.. woaahhh.. kjap nye... bile nak study niyh.. haaiisshh.. so,study week nanti i tanak balik.. nak kena focus and study... after exams, baru bole enjoy sakan..

okeyyy.. i feel sooo sleepy rite now.. yela, pagi tadi bangun awal sebab study.. and now rase ngantok sangatttt..

k.. gtg.. nanaiiteee...

ku sayang dia..

haiiii...

suspen tak baca title nie? ku sayang dia?? hahaha.. adakah itu bermaksud i da ada someone special? teeettttttt.. semestinya tidak... sape laa nak kat i nie.. ;P haha.. 

okeyy.. sebenarnya i nak share story psal my youngest brother, kimi.. he is 13 years old.. da form 1 da die tue.. tapi yaa ampun... tinggi nak mampos.. kalah kakak die yang kecik kemetot tue.. hakdoiiii..

cerita nye camnie....  kimi nie dapat laa 5A's untuk upsr die last year.. then,apply laa skola asrama iaitu SBP and MRSM.. sebagai seorang bekas pelajar MRSM, semestinya lah i syor kan mrsm untuk adik i.. hahaha.. then,bile  result mrsm keluar, die tak dapat.. sungguh kecewa my mom, dad and me.. so, my parents pun buat rayuan untuk second in-take.. then, tak dpat jugak.. and untuk kali terakhir, my dad buat rayuan untuk masuk mrsm tue..

last week time i berseronok kat PD, suddenly my dad called and bagitau yang kimi dapat MRSM.. woaahhh.. i pun sangat gembira macam i pulak yang dapat mrsm tue.. haha.. then, i tanya lah mrsm mne.. and he said "pengkalan hulu".. hellloooo.. kat mane tue?? i tak penah dengar.. and since i dengar perkataan hulu trus i fikir mesti tempat tue hulu giler.. huhu.. act, tmpt tue kat perak and sangat jauh.. fyi, my mom penah cakap yang if adik i dapat asrama yang jauh, dia takkan hantar.. yelaa, anak bongsu kan.. mesti susah nak lepaskan..

urghhh.. susah2 buat rayuan nak masuk mrsm, then bila da dpat tanak hantar plak.. in my family, i sorg je okey yang beria-ia nak die masuk mrsm.. my mom totally say no.. my dad 50-50 and my opah pun macam berat ati nak kasi adik i pegi asrama.. knape i beria sangat? yelaa, since i da ada experience duduk asrama for 5 years.. so, i nak laa adik i pon independent kat asrama nanti.. tak delah die manje sangat macam skarang nie.. lagi pun, skola die skarang macam x brape bagus.. so, i nak terbaek untuk my brother nie.. smalam my dad discuss ngan kimi and tanya die nak masuk ke tak.. and die macam 50-50 gak..  disebabkan next week die sepatutnye register,so macam takde masa sangat nak buat keputusan and prepare everything... at last kimi tak pegi mrsm... 

sakit ati gak die tak pegi.. can u imagine, berapa ramai orang nak hantar anak diorang masuk mrsm and adik i nie da dapat tapi tanak pegi pulak.. haisshh.. gedix betol.. maybe bukan salah die tapi my mom yang berat hati sangat tanak kasi die pegi.. anak bongsu kan.. susah sket.. ohh, bukan sebab saya jeles tau.. tidak sama sekali.. hanya memikirkan masa depan adik ku sayang.. hahaha.. wuekk.. geli.. haha..

and i penah cakap kat my dad, "ayah, hantar jela kimi.. ikin dulu form 1 jauh jugak kat mersing.. okey je.." then my dad cakap "adik (shikin shariff) lain.. independent.. boy (my brother) and kimi tak bole.. diorang tak bole pegi jauh2.." aiyooo.. bole plak camtu.. betapa manje nye anak lelaki berbanding perempuan.. cheytt.. haha.. so, i plan nak pegi jauh lagi.. insyaAllah if ada rezeki..

okeyy.. da beberapa hari sakit ati nie ngan my lil bro sebab die tak pegi mrsm... finally, dapat luahkan di sini.. heee.. k.. sorry if pnat korang baca.. k.. nite2.. ;)

kangen..

heyyyy..

aiyooo.. lame nye tak update blog.. udah kangen bangat seyhhh.. hahaha.. now i kat umah.. woot woot.. bahagia dapat balik umah ari khamis and not jumaat.. rase lame sket dok umah.. shuke shuke.. ;) ehh,ada banyak story niyh nak cite.. tapi not now.. i'll update later.. and nak bagitau yang skarang mood happy saje.. knape saya rase happy?? hahahaha.. ade ler.. okeyyy.. gtg.. bubye.. ;)

what's in ur head?

errkkk..

i tak tau laa ape masalah nye skarang..

tapi bile i tengok "dia"..

rase sakit je..

even sebenarnye dia tak buat salah pun..

disebabkan sakit ati, i da delete fon no die..

terfikir nak delete fb die jugak..

tapi takpe lah..

delete no jela kot..

hahaha..

okeyy.. i sedang merepek meraban..

sebab skarang nie mood tengah swing..

knape life skarang ni rase tak happy yer?

seday laa camnie..

i miss everyone..

my girlfriends..

nazreen fify wani mira najwa lynn fatin seha sya izzah

my bestfriends..

akim melissa cik nad eym fatin zaman

and ramai lagi lah..

dear life, plez be nice to me..

but i believe that everything happen for a reason..

so,kte kene terima qada' dan qadar nye..

insyaAllah,in future ada benda baek menanti..

-_+

good nite,peepss..

aku insan lemah..

Ya Allah,

tabahkan lah hati hamba mu ini..

sesungguhnya aku insan yang lemah..

aku keliru..

maafkan aku jika aku pernah melukakan hatimu,wahai sahabat..

ku juga manusia biasa yang melakukan kesilapan..

yang ku mahu hanyalah perdamaian..

persahabatan seperti dulu..

kau seorang sahabat yang baik..

ku merindui mu sebagai seorang sahabat..

aku cemburu melihat kau gembira bersama teman2 ku..

tetapi aku?

adakah kau benci dengan ku?

hrmmmm..

hindarilah segala dendam yang terbuku..

kerna ku tak mampu bertahan lagi hidup seperti ini..

tapi ku bersyukur ada teman2 lain yang tidak membenci diriku ini..

jika perpisahan yang kau mahu..

akan ku pergi jauh dari sini..

akan ku menghitung hari perpisahan untuk mu..

sekian..

(sorry lah beremosi tiba2.. dah penat menahan kesakitan niyh.. hrmmm..  kpd yg berkenaan, aku da lame maafkan kau.. maybe kau tak baca kot blog aku nie.. )

empty..

hii,peepss..

da lame seyh tak update blog.. 

almost 2 weeks since da start new sem..

yela,line broadband kat melaka agak slow..

so,susah sket nak update..

but there's a lots of story nak share..

unfortunately, i takde mood nak story skarang..

you guyssss....

i feel empty rite now and wanna cry wit no reasons...

damnnnn..

really hate diz feeling..

i need someone to talk wit..

ohh,i miss everyone.. seriously..

all my bestfriends..

huaaaaaaaa..

nak nangessss!! -_-

dimana kamu semua??

i need youuu..

lately asik -ve thinking je..

rase down pon ada..

and i have no one to share with..

lonely, pity me..

that's why lah jadi begini..

hrrmmmm..

empty

k lah...

hope everything will be okeyy..

to my beloved bestfriends, do call or text me,k..

i miss you guyss soooo much..

- to bdk kecik : get well soon and do take care.. ;)