termakan dengan kata-kata ku..

OMG................

sungguh ku tak sangka.. tadi family sume tengah bersantai depan tv pada pkul 4 petang.. suddenly, i ungkit lagi pasal adik i tak pegi mrsm.. haha.. kejam giler kan i niyh.. tak puas ati betol.. hahaha.. klaka.. then, my dad macam fikir balik pasal offer mrsm tue.. and my mom pun dah macam 50-50.. sebenarnya, i yang hasut diorang.. haha.. i cakap laa nanti takut tym adik i takde pmr.. so, cmne die nak masuk asrama tym form 4.. suddenly, my parents berfikir.. and buat keputusan untuk hantar my brother.. trus semua jadi kelam kabut sebab barang2 and borang sume belom prepare.. my mom buat list barang nak kne beli.. banyak wooo.. baju skola, kasut, baldi and everything lah.. my dad fill in sume borang.. and diorg jerit nama i suruh tolong skali.. my mom cakap, " adik, tolong nie haa.. tadi beria suruh pegi kan.." i replied " hahaha.. ok ok...." 

can u imagine, esok da kne betolak ke perak tapi semua benda tak siap pape lagi.. sungguh kelaka.. and rite now, my dad bawak kimi gi medical check-up.. and my mom and i, nak pegi beli barang2 semua.. at last, i'm the one yang paling happy sebab adik i pegi blaja kat mrsm..

alhamdulillah.. hope adik i akan blajar rajin2 dan jadi a good person.. we all love you, kimi.. muaxxx... ;)

jar of heart - christina perri..

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/jar_of_hearts.html ]
And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/c/christina_perri/#share

ku sayang dia..

haiiii...

suspen tak baca title nie? ku sayang dia?? hahaha.. adakah itu bermaksud i da ada someone special? teeettttttt.. semestinya tidak... sape laa nak kat i nie.. ;P haha.. 

okeyy.. sebenarnya i nak share story psal my youngest brother, kimi.. he is 13 years old.. da form 1 da die tue.. tapi yaa ampun... tinggi nak mampos.. kalah kakak die yang kecik kemetot tue.. hakdoiiii..

cerita nye camnie....  kimi nie dapat laa 5A's untuk upsr die last year.. then,apply laa skola asrama iaitu SBP and MRSM.. sebagai seorang bekas pelajar MRSM, semestinya lah i syor kan mrsm untuk adik i.. hahaha.. then,bile  result mrsm keluar, die tak dapat.. sungguh kecewa my mom, dad and me.. so, my parents pun buat rayuan untuk second in-take.. then, tak dpat jugak.. and untuk kali terakhir, my dad buat rayuan untuk masuk mrsm tue..

last week time i berseronok kat PD, suddenly my dad called and bagitau yang kimi dapat MRSM.. woaahhh.. i pun sangat gembira macam i pulak yang dapat mrsm tue.. haha.. then, i tanya lah mrsm mne.. and he said "pengkalan hulu".. hellloooo.. kat mane tue?? i tak penah dengar.. and since i dengar perkataan hulu trus i fikir mesti tempat tue hulu giler.. huhu.. act, tmpt tue kat perak and sangat jauh.. fyi, my mom penah cakap yang if adik i dapat asrama yang jauh, dia takkan hantar.. yelaa, anak bongsu kan.. mesti susah nak lepaskan..

urghhh.. susah2 buat rayuan nak masuk mrsm, then bila da dpat tanak hantar plak.. in my family, i sorg je okey yang beria-ia nak die masuk mrsm.. my mom totally say no.. my dad 50-50 and my opah pun macam berat ati nak kasi adik i pegi asrama.. knape i beria sangat? yelaa, since i da ada experience duduk asrama for 5 years.. so, i nak laa adik i pon independent kat asrama nanti.. tak delah die manje sangat macam skarang nie.. lagi pun, skola die skarang macam x brape bagus.. so, i nak terbaek untuk my brother nie.. smalam my dad discuss ngan kimi and tanya die nak masuk ke tak.. and die macam 50-50 gak..  disebabkan next week die sepatutnye register,so macam takde masa sangat nak buat keputusan and prepare everything... at last kimi tak pegi mrsm... 

sakit ati gak die tak pegi.. can u imagine, berapa ramai orang nak hantar anak diorang masuk mrsm and adik i nie da dapat tapi tanak pegi pulak.. haisshh.. gedix betol.. maybe bukan salah die tapi my mom yang berat hati sangat tanak kasi die pegi.. anak bongsu kan.. susah sket.. ohh, bukan sebab saya jeles tau.. tidak sama sekali.. hanya memikirkan masa depan adik ku sayang.. hahaha.. wuekk.. geli.. haha..

and i penah cakap kat my dad, "ayah, hantar jela kimi.. ikin dulu form 1 jauh jugak kat mersing.. okey je.." then my dad cakap "adik (shikin shariff) lain.. independent.. boy (my brother) and kimi tak bole.. diorang tak bole pegi jauh2.." aiyooo.. bole plak camtu.. betapa manje nye anak lelaki berbanding perempuan.. cheytt.. haha.. so, i plan nak pegi jauh lagi.. insyaAllah if ada rezeki..

okeyy.. da beberapa hari sakit ati nie ngan my lil bro sebab die tak pegi mrsm... finally, dapat luahkan di sini.. heee.. k.. sorry if pnat korang baca.. k.. nite2.. ;)

quote of the day.. ;)

“We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love is our first.”

masa berlalu..

dear X..

bahagia nye kau ngan kekasih hati kau..

tahniah..

bye..